Saturday, July 17, 2010

Happy Birthday...^^

My 17th plus 24 month birthday....^^

thx u all for everything....

friends.... glad that hv u all by my side... love ya.. <3 ...

Lovely roomate, lovely cake n lovely card.. ^^

Thx chin ching, cai ling n mei zhen for the present n sing Hapi birthday in midnight 12.


the craziest 7 sis.. muackz... ^^


Big sis a.k.a sleeping beauty .. chai ling



youngest sis a.k.a avatar.. chai hong..

2nd sis a.k.a 暴力婆... shien chee

3rd sis a.k.a roomate.. mei jiun

4th sis a.k.a mrs tang.... hui ling

6th sis a.k.a Professor... Pika
Besides....... thx to Juliana, easy , mui peng bring me to vege.restorant for celebration..^^


Lova ya... muackz..^^

thx 4 the pinky pig.. ^^ (thx 2 cai ling too 4 the orange pig)


Juliana.. who always take care of me

Mui Peng... who always patient with my attitude..


Easy.. my lovely dar dar who always bside me no matter what going on...^^
Bside.. special thx to eveyone who wish me whether in sms, or phone me or in fb..
thx to j12 fantasy five for the KFC.. love it..^^
thx to dinner n exam kaki - churai , peisee, ka yee, huiling "senior" for the cup..^^
thx to 7 sis for the greatest birthday cake, langkap pao,the "card" n celebration...^^
( love the movie maker too..^^)
thx to Juliana , Dar, Muipeng for the delicious vege. rice...^^
thx to Thing Wen, dar dar ming chyi , mui peng n dar easy fr the girl girl purse... relly like it..^^
thx to Hieng Swee my "brother-in-law" 4 the burger... ^^
thx to everyone who sing song for me... (my friend in block E hear it..^^)
Last word... Thx n Love ya!!!


Friday, July 2, 2010

月光照不出的影子...

跟着或者的日子走着...心境也会变得不一样...
看得越多,天空越辽阔,对这世间的一切越无解...
单纯,好像已经蒸发了... 大了,才知道为什么大人都不想长大...

越来越摸不清,看不清自己..也许随着一切的增长,思想也会转换...
就像小时候甜甜的棒棒糖,在不知不觉中转换成了充满腥味的钞票...
人往往就是这样,忘了最简单的满足,把一切变得复杂,贪婪....

我到底是谁?内心的那个人是怎样的?天使?恶魔?英雄?还是混蛋? 还是根本就什么都不是,只是一个会走动的躯壳,里面全是腐烂....

镜子中反射出了一模一样的样貌,但它照射不出隐藏在自身的虚伪,无助,孤独,黑暗....

其实,每个人都带着面具,无可否认我也是,面具戴多了,连自己是谁也不知道,自己有怎样的性格,是个怎样的人...我经常这样问我自己,但我从来都找不到答案...

如果把面具卸下来,会是个怎样的人呢?想要做自己,但我自己是谁我也不知道.... 是不是已经迷失在自己设下的漩涡里?

要怎么做,好像已经手足无策了...你,是不是又怕了?是不是又恐惧了? 它,从来都在,日愈严重...

原来,我自己根本不了解自己......可笑!可耻!